You know I probably was trying to impress you by listening to Manson. I didn't consciously do it though. I listened mainly because I wanted to listen to it and maybe it reminded me of you. I really did listen for that many hours the other day, I got to like it even a little to listen to that long.

Is it so bad that I want to impress you anyway? I'm not even that impressive of a person. I'm not tall, or muscular. I am not handsome. I don't know how to play any instruments. I don't play any sports. I am not funny. I'm not even the smartest person. I do and say lots of dumb things. I can't even draw that well. Oh and I am not even very outgoing nor have an interesting job. Hah I'm such a loser.